2017年6月4日 － 紀念日

在這一天，我們注冊了。
在法律上， 我們已經算是合法夫妻了。
一直都把工作排在第一的他，真的 還不敢相信他會在30歲前跟我求婚到注冊。
甚至他跟我求婚的那一天， 原來他在背後做了很多準備和計畫
我從來都沒想到那麼快發生在我身上。
感謝他那麼的疼愛我，願意為我改變
我看得出來，現在的他和幾年前的他不一樣了。
我們經歷了很多開心與不開心的事情
現在回想起以前的事，多麼慶幸我們從來都沒放棄過彼此，一直堅持到現在。
6年了，一路走來真的很不容易
如果當時其中一方無法堅持， 那就沒有這一天了。
從今以後，我要以他的老婆身份更多體諒他，關心他。
希望我們能夠白頭到老!

Endless Love

My lover that showered me with endless love and affection, thank you for all of it.. For the past 18 months, we had all sort of arguments, conflicts and problems between us... Sorry that you have to endure my temper, my bad habits and thank you for the never give up on our relationship..
Guess what? There's a bad news for you.. I'm selfish enough to tell you, you will have more months and years to be with me.. Bear with it.. XD

P.S:// I Love You.. ♥ —

2014/7/25 ~ 7/30 BALI Trip

Once again travel with his family...@ Bali!
Balinese are so friendly, they say thank you to GOD everyday.
they give offering to GOD everyday, they feel thankful for everything.
we shall be like them as well no matter what religion we are.
While taking flight returning back, i was alone seated at window seat,
i looked down from the flight, this was made up my mind,
I really really wanna shout at the ocean and say
"I love sea / I love sun & sky / I love ocean"
"I love all of you....."
This time had a pleasure Holiday with them, we all was lough cheerful all the way of the trip.

2014/7/31 @ Mosaic Mandarin Oriental Hotel KL
Thanks Hosomi-san for the buffet lunch voucher.
We had a delightful lunch before ended the journey of our holiday!

When forever becomes a place

When forever ceases to be just a word 

When it ceases to be just a measurement of time

But instead become a place where soul mates can dance to the song in their hearts

That is a reflection of true love...

16th March 2014

today, the sky and my eyes were raining together....

my mom

she is a very strong woman i ever met in my life

also, hardworking is her strong point

she seldom take leave, and never ever being late to work

besides, she wake up damn early in the every morning to cook for us to bring lunch 

now, her health is getting weak

always decline heart pain but reluctant to consult cardiologist

after CNY going to operate uterus, some spoiled cells is inside, getting to remove all

doctor suspected she got hepetitis C

i wish, i pray, i hope she everything will be alright

i thought she was a very healthy and strong woman when i was a kid

but now i realized, i realized i was wrong

the fact is everyone of us will grow old, 

and getting through sickness while growing old

she is just an ordinary person as others

what i never expect heart pain, liver problem, cervical problem will be happen on her

she is getting through all of these.

im so scared of losing her

im really really scared

i pray for her every night before fall asleep

i pray for her no more others sickness come to her

and im praying everything she will be alright and stay healthy.

i love her.

long vacation in December 2013

this is the 2nd year im enjoying long vacation at year end..
i bet must be a lot of people envy of which company im working at..
yes..indeed. many benefits out there..
but im not happy where am i working, i dislike my work...
how i wish i'll find my happiness in my working for the New Year wish!!
i got Lemon Yogurt Cream Cake as my birthday cake for this year,
also, a big brown big handbag present from my lovely darling...
thanks him for everything what he has done for me..
i love him so much and so much....
~love~

後悔

我非常非常後悔自己說過的話，問了又再問，彼此都不說話的那短短20分鐘真的讓我覺得很恐怖。希望這種情形不會再發生了。

13th September 2013

觉得最近的他好像不大喜欢跟我说那么多了
只是问他个对他来说是那么容易解释的东西
他都不愿多说，叫我自己去找 google
总是在最后一分钟或过了才告述我隔天或刚在他要做什么
他生意上的进展是如何了，我都不敢多问了。
情侣间的关系不是应该快乐或不开心都会想要第一时间跟对方分享彼此当下的感受吗？为什么他什么都不告述我呢？不跟我一起分享他的感受呢？难道他认为我无法协助或安慰到他，所以不想浪费他宝贵的时间打信息或给我电话呢？
时间，真的有一股很强的威力；它能够让人改变。
不知从何时开始，我不再敢主动给他电话问他近况了
不敢给他电话渐渐成了我的习惯
每当拿起电话想打给他总是害怕会打扰到他
每次都会不知不觉有那个想法出来：
“万一打扰到他了怎么办？”
最后还是把电话放下来了。
我真的很想让他知道，我有多么的关心他
知道他很忙，知道他有不开心的事烦
很想让他知道我不介意当他的倾诉者或聆听者
也不会烦到我，每次他需要我时，他都能找得到我。

22 August 2013

This was a wonderful Friday.
First time I had Carls' Junior fast food, it's was very very nice.
the best fast food that I ever had, nice nice nice.....
I think maybe he was beside me, we were having it together.
No matter where we are, what we eat, as long as he is beside me,
that's the most wonderful memories in my life~

记得曾經看過有個散文说过， 如果一个人说喜欢你爱你，请等到他对你百般照顾时再相信，如果他答应带你去的地方，等他订好机票再开心，如果他说要娶你，等他买好戒指跪在你面前再感动，如果他说他不能没有你，等他无论多忙都会抽出时间陪在你身旁时再相信，等他在发现了你消失了以后像发了疯一样的寻找到你之后再热泪盈眶。如果他说他一辈子都会对你不弃不离，等他在你任何困难危难时都抓着你的手陪你坚强度过时再深信不疑。感情不是说说而已。

Love~~

16 Aug 2013

倒霉の今天，背后被热水烫伤了。
被烫下の那一刻，痛得说不出话来了。
原本没打算要看医生の我，
要不是他の一句提醒，一直忍着到下班，
肯定会变成烂伤口了。

17 AUG 13
烫伤の伤口看起来严重了，
为什么医生还说没什么呢？
刺痛の感受，开始害怕伤口溃烂の话该怎么办呢。。
很感谢二姐肯为我洗伤口，换纱布，
开始有点对她不舍即将要嫁出去了。。。

12 Aug 2013

爸爸明天終於要做眼睛手術了。

很為他擔心啊，祝福他手術順利。

Hari Raya Holiday 08-10th Aug 2013

Came back from Pertang farm with his family.

There was such a nice peaceful place that out of city life.

I like such kind of environment so much,

there are green at everywhere, nice air to breath,

no cars, no dusts, bare quite and peaceful,

my mind was so calm staying there, -happy-

on the 2nd nite before we get into sleep,

he asked me what will I gonna be if 2 years ago we were never getting together,

I answered definitely i wont be working at city, 

blue sky with sun tan, sea with beach, green environment will always my favorite.  

11 person of us together go for a holiday trip,

was such a big huge family members to me,

1st day we barbeque ; 2nd day went for water fall,

3rd day we coming back and i stayed at his home for 1 nite.

Overall, had a nice memories with them on that holiday.

thank you so much to them brought me go as well.

thanks for them let me join in the big family among them. ^^

Is Monday tomorrow and gotta turn the working mode on,

So what's next now...

Looking forward Bangkok trip with Ah See on November..

8月5日 2013

今晚我突然好想打電話給他，

睡前想要親口說聲＂晚安＂。

終於不再猜想他在忙甚麼，

直接拿起電話打給他就是了，

接通了，不到三銄他接了。

不知為甚麼，在一起兩年多了，

每次主動打電話給他還是有一點點驚張感。。

應該是習慣性的怕打擾到他了吧。。

聽到他那親切的聲音，

溫柔的跟我說聲＂晚安，早點睡吧＂

我也安靜地閉上眼睛好好的睡一覺了。

希望明天能夠7點起床，早點上班。

We went to Mid Valley today, glad there is not much people as we expected.
After collecting the Power Bank from Living Social, we shopped.
Finally I could have a chance to buy the "Boss Orange" with cheapest price.
He said my appetite is getting bigger, is that really be? I think so too..Hahahaha
I was told there will be a lot food for the coming holiday we go for Petang farm..
So looking forward for it.... :P

0208

Happy Birthday Dad !!!
I dont think I'll ever be able to thank you enough for all you've done for us.
But, today and always, please know how truly grateful i am.
Thanks for everything dad... Love u.....

Today i've been informed my best friend will be coming back within this month.

That was really out of my expectation..

I know she wanna go for Europe trip departing from London

All of a sudden, all of her planning has to be cancelled

She has to come back within this month to see her grandpa who are ICU rite now.

Feeling so upset with her, though i miss her much

but im never expect she coming back with this result

These few days she told me so many about her feeling

There are so many undescribe feel inside her, i understand that even she's silent

Counting my fingers how many friends i had

She is the only one I can talk and sharing to all our deepest each other 

I wish she'll happy.

Counting down days to see her soon.

 

Hot Chocolate drink

Happiness. Simple as a glass of chocolate or tortuous as the heart.

Bitter. Sweet. Alive.

2nd Anniversary

5th June 2013   Shiny day

Im so glad we found each other in the lovely month of JUNE'11.