1st March 2012
Dr.June, Mrs.Soo, Mr.Raymond.....
trying to get me back for not leaving..are they hyprocritic? i dont know...
will they break the promise? i dont know...
offer me transfer to administratin, HR assistance, Receptionist...
are they wanna to save cost in stead of employ a new staff, better transfer me to be there?
i dont know...offering the job which is im looking for, but workplace still HSC...
How should i make this decision? accept it? just leave? wat should do?
thinking thinking thinking thnking...still thinking...BLANK.....BLOCK.....
~DILEMMA~
human always there are dilemma cases in the life, that most important decisions are not to be made with the mind; they are to be made with the heart. So when there is an important decision to make, check in with how the feel, not how the thinking.
* but, i Have listened to the mind thinking and heart feeling...still in the dilemma........
Thursday, March 01, 2012
Decided
17 Feb 2012
Typing typing and typing...
finally, typing resignation letter..
Feeling bad that going to leave Kwan's team soon..
but no more choice, really cant accept and see his face anymore..
that is the best way to never meet him anymore...
hyprocritic, money greedy, sellfish person...
really hate him so much and so much...
Typing typing and typing...
finally, typing resignation letter..
Feeling bad that going to leave Kwan's team soon..
but no more choice, really cant accept and see his face anymore..
that is the best way to never meet him anymore...
hyprocritic, money greedy, sellfish person...
really hate him so much and so much...
Being scolded with no reason
16 Feb 2012
Nisha went out for lunch, replace to assist room No.6 for one hour. within the one hour still under controled. Then Nisha was back to assist him back. I get back to my own workplace, just after few minutes, he came to me just to scoled me because of there is no any assistance was outside his room, never listen to my explain, never give me chance to explain..he was just like a shooting gun keeping on shooting on me till i die by his scolded. Just cox of this reason, im the MOST BLUR, MOST STUPID, and the MOST USELESS among all who has been asisting him...in front of all...patients, doctors, staff, all saw that......my tears was like the glass that reflect with the light..........I HATE HIM
i hate him so much and so much....i won't curse him....if there is a day when all the staff resign, no one wanna work for him, everyone left behind him, i won't pity him that he has no friends...because i think when he alone still hugging his damn super million thousands, he will feel happy as well.........
never tot that i will so extreamly hate a person so much, he is the most hated man in my life...
Nisha went out for lunch, replace to assist room No.6 for one hour. within the one hour still under controled. Then Nisha was back to assist him back. I get back to my own workplace, just after few minutes, he came to me just to scoled me because of there is no any assistance was outside his room, never listen to my explain, never give me chance to explain..he was just like a shooting gun keeping on shooting on me till i die by his scolded. Just cox of this reason, im the MOST BLUR, MOST STUPID, and the MOST USELESS among all who has been asisting him...in front of all...patients, doctors, staff, all saw that......my tears was like the glass that reflect with the light..........I HATE HIM
i hate him so much and so much....i won't curse him....if there is a day when all the staff resign, no one wanna work for him, everyone left behind him, i won't pity him that he has no friends...because i think when he alone still hugging his damn super million thousands, he will feel happy as well.........
never tot that i will so extreamly hate a person so much, he is the most hated man in my life...
Saturday, February 11, 2012
snatched thief
06 Feb 2012
Public holiday still going for work...
After working, as usual using the same way for going back home...
For the 3rd times;
was raining as well..
suddenly a red Saga from behind heading to me and stopped..
one of them got off the car with holding a knife..
tried to approach me with knife..
Brain totally blank...
eyes totally blurred..
no way to run off..
what should i do...
OMG OMG OMG OMG...no more words besides that...
thanks GOD they never pull me inside into the car...
Please...
Please never let the incident happen on me again and again...
Public holiday still going for work...
After working, as usual using the same way for going back home...
For the 3rd times;
was raining as well..
suddenly a red Saga from behind heading to me and stopped..
one of them got off the car with holding a knife..
tried to approach me with knife..
Brain totally blank...
eyes totally blurred..
no way to run off..
what should i do...
OMG OMG OMG OMG...no more words besides that...
thanks GOD they never pull me inside into the car...
Please...
Please never let the incident happen on me again and again...
Friday, January 13, 2012
Nice patient and patient
10th Jan 2012
Bapa Tjandra Soegianto, follow up date should be in Feb..cox of his insurance matter, he purposely came early just to settle it..The insurance was actually has done last year..jux cox one of the column there shouldn't be filled by doctor..they bought the insurance in 2009, but bapa been post stent in 2007, doctor filled it the colomn said that having hyperlipidaemia and post stent in 2007...but in 2007 been post stent is the fact, it can't be changed, he and his wife keep begging me to change and remove it, i did my best to ask all the doctor whether can remove it, but its really can be changed and remove..i cant do anything for them, feel so sorry to them, his wife so disappointed , she said its okay, and gave me 2 boxes of indonesia cake, my guiltyness increases when she gave me, i felt that i shouldn't receive it cox i did not do anythg for them, and i can't help them..but they were damn nice person and again begged me to receive it...
* May God give them all the bless, and wish them stay healthy always *
Bapa Tjandra Soegianto, follow up date should be in Feb..cox of his insurance matter, he purposely came early just to settle it..The insurance was actually has done last year..jux cox one of the column there shouldn't be filled by doctor..they bought the insurance in 2009, but bapa been post stent in 2007, doctor filled it the colomn said that having hyperlipidaemia and post stent in 2007...but in 2007 been post stent is the fact, it can't be changed, he and his wife keep begging me to change and remove it, i did my best to ask all the doctor whether can remove it, but its really can be changed and remove..i cant do anything for them, feel so sorry to them, his wife so disappointed , she said its okay, and gave me 2 boxes of indonesia cake, my guiltyness increases when she gave me, i felt that i shouldn't receive it cox i did not do anythg for them, and i can't help them..but they were damn nice person and again begged me to receive it...
* May God give them all the bless, and wish them stay healthy always *
Sunday, January 08, 2012
i - Ctiy Shah Alam
7 Jan 2012
First time been to I-ci ty with Family Yong..After dinner 5 of us went to there for taking some shot...
i really think that is a harmony family, he was grown up in a harmony family..its really different with me..
Paid $25 for entering the snow house there, damn cold inside..felt regret was wearing slipper..me, hanns, and his sister was wearing slipper, our toes really felt like cold to numb...:P hahaha..
Its kinda a bit raining, but luckily just a while, then stopped..Thankx GOD..
After that,everyone seemed like hungry..went for supper at Murni..Mee Raja with him again, this time was Tom Yam flavour..but seemed the first time Mee Raja original more taste good...
All of them together sent me back home, felt so feeling sorry to his parents and sister..his dad looks tired ady...really really felt so so sorry to them on that night..
And wanna thanks them giving me the dinner, im really seldom having dinner with family member, thats why when dinner with them im actually like feeling...mm mm....by the way, Family Yong all of them are nice people..he is really a lucky guy who was born in the family...best wishes for them...
First time been to I-ci ty with Family Yong..After dinner 5 of us went to there for taking some shot...
i really think that is a harmony family, he was grown up in a harmony family..its really different with me..
Paid $25 for entering the snow house there, damn cold inside..felt regret was wearing slipper..me, hanns, and his sister was wearing slipper, our toes really felt like cold to numb...:P hahaha..
Its kinda a bit raining, but luckily just a while, then stopped..Thankx GOD..
After that,everyone seemed like hungry..went for supper at Murni..Mee Raja with him again, this time was Tom Yam flavour..but seemed the first time Mee Raja original more taste good...
All of them together sent me back home, felt so feeling sorry to his parents and sister..his dad looks tired ady...really really felt so so sorry to them on that night..
And wanna thanks them giving me the dinner, im really seldom having dinner with family member, thats why when dinner with them im actually like feeling...mm mm....by the way, Family Yong all of them are nice people..he is really a lucky guy who was born in the family...best wishes for them...
Tuesday, January 03, 2012
First movie of 2012
1st Jan 2012
First day of 2012..went to Mid Valley..
First movie of 2012 with him " The Darkest Hour "..
then shopping..shopped shopped and shopped...
At Gap shop, first black legging Jeans bought on the first day of 2012 with him; He bought a black shirt at the same shop..kinda memorable incident when doing payment for it, there was an auntie suddenly came to us said wanna join us for paying just to get more higher discount, at first, i thought the auntie wanna scoled us that we jumped queqe, cox her voice tone kinda a bit louder..:P..its good for us as well when she join us pay together, then we also can get the more higher discount becox of her 3rd item..hahaha...So lucky for that moment..heheheXx...
Then dinner, at first, we wanna eat Japanese cuicine, then said wanna try Taiwanese, then wanna pizza; but end up we went for Thai cuicine..not bad actually..quite yummy yummy..acceptable for me; like for it...
Its a good day, nice day, lovely day on 1st Jan 2012...
First day of 2012..went to Mid Valley..
First movie of 2012 with him " The Darkest Hour "..
then shopping..shopped shopped and shopped...
At Gap shop, first black legging Jeans bought on the first day of 2012 with him; He bought a black shirt at the same shop..kinda memorable incident when doing payment for it, there was an auntie suddenly came to us said wanna join us for paying just to get more higher discount, at first, i thought the auntie wanna scoled us that we jumped queqe, cox her voice tone kinda a bit louder..:P..its good for us as well when she join us pay together, then we also can get the more higher discount becox of her 3rd item..hahaha...So lucky for that moment..heheheXx...
Then dinner, at first, we wanna eat Japanese cuicine, then said wanna try Taiwanese, then wanna pizza; but end up we went for Thai cuicine..not bad actually..quite yummy yummy..acceptable for me; like for it...
Its a good day, nice day, lovely day on 1st Jan 2012...
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