Macau & Hong Kong trip (14th - 19th Oct 2011)

jux came back from HK. 7 pax in a trip.
1st time family trip including grandmom and Anson Lee.
really too much to descript it, so i jux wanna have some brief only..
but i dont like HK people, they are rude, and unpolite so so so so...muchH....
in this trip, realised grandmom's memories is getting lower..
she has taken the hyoertension medicine in the morning, but in the afternoon she will ask us did she take the med on morning?/
i have told her where are we going, but in a short while she will ask again where is the place?/
Anson brought us a lots joyfull in this trip, being our camera man..helping us carrying luggage...
thanks for him..HK view and night view was really damn beautiful....
when helping Anson & Kai Yin taking photos, feel that they are so hapiness, cox they hv a lot of chances to take photos together at the beatiful views...
photos that only me and him...very rare...i think not even 5 photos that we have...
mom and dad...seemed like so happy and cheerful..
they said thay are not tired, still can continue to visit another place, in fact, we all were exhousted...
cox they are seldom gon on a trip, so i can feel that they are very precious every moments when being there..
when enjoying the sea bleeze at victoria, and enjoying the HK beautiful nitez view...
i really hope that can enjoy with him as well, so i keep training myself for taking the most nicer shot for that..
when seeing Anson & Kai Yin; mom & dad; grandmom & Kai shin...
i pray to GOD. hope that me and him will be gonna hava a chance for a trip in one day...

Moving out is the best ideas..

hate staying with family..
miss the moment when was staying at outside
such as NS at Pahang, Raub..internship at Langkawi..working at Kuching...
Really would rather staying alone at outside..
wat for so hardwoking helping them clean up when no ones is appreciates it..
it's okay if do not want to appreciate it, but why still been scolded for that...
where's the respect among each other..
5 people in a home, oni 1 person is taking care...
wat if everyone are oso not care about it, wat will this home would be...
like a begger's home; or will it like a rubbish factory...
are they lazy or sellfish?? really hard to descript it..
own stuff should be self tidy up it, why still need other people to do for her??
when someone is helping her, why still wanna scolded the person who are helping...
jux wanna all together having a comfortable and healthy living place, was that wrong??
because of they know that there will be someone will tidy up & clean up the WHOLE home,
they have this kind of thinking, so they can jux simply messy up all around as they like??
are they really treat me as a daughter and sister, as well as their free maid ?????
i don mind to do all the cleaning up for them...
i jux need giving me the appreaciation and respect.....

Yozu Japanese Restaurant

06 October 2011. Had a dinner with Hanns at KLCC's Yozu Japanese Restaurant.
Since from the previous we date have been 3weeks never meet.
0610 this date wondering when will we gonna meet up again, i will be going to Hong Kong for 1 week..
im counting and counting, i jux would like to thankx GOD that at least we still gotta chance to date...

又有报道在南非每几分钟又有几个小孩饿死了。
有的人为了买些吃的给他们的孩子去卖肾卖血，
结果自己也太虚落死了。
南非的小孩每个都瘦得只剩一层皮包骨，
面都可以看到骨的形状，
他们只剩下那双空洞的大眼睛，
有的人欲哭无泪；有的人把眼泪都哭干了。
在那里比较辛运的也只不过是一杯米一家几口吃，
米饭都留给孩子吃，父母只喝米水。
很自然的，他们肯定会缺乏营养或染上各种病患，
有的不是饿死，就是病死。

这么多年来，世界卫生组织不是一直都有在帮他们的吗
为什么情况从来没有减少，反而一直在增加呢
为什么上天不公平点，让每个人都有饱饭吃呢
= GOD Bless People =

The life of the individual has the own meaning, only as so far as it aids in making the life of every living thing nobles and more beautiful. - by Einstein

今天他们第一次来，一个穿短裤；一个穿T-Shirt。
bapa 从印尼带来了他的报告，他以为带来了那些报告就不必再做检查了，
结果还是要花一笔钱做 ct-Angio...结果出来了。。。
三条主血管高达75% 诸塞，心门很弱了，他的心脏只剩下一条血管还可以输血給另一边。
不能再拖了，再拖随时会停此心跳，很危险。
可是，他就是不肯动手术，不愿听劝告，一直不停的说；
听人家说不必动手术也可以。。。
听人家说吃这个吃那个也可以。。。
听人家说。。。。。
就是不愿意面对要动手术的事实；
ibu 很担心他；不停问我该怎么办。。
我只能回答他，除了动手术，真的没有其他办法了。。
原来他们当然很想尽快动手术，原来又是$$$的问题。。
我不懂还能说什么来安徽她；只能无言看着他们。。。
回家的时候，下着微微小雨，看到他们两个老人家坐在一旁等车。。
好凄凉的画面哦。。。虽然这些情况都看得多了。。
可是心里还是有种....不懂怎样形容的感觉。。。
开始有点不喜欢在医院上班了。。。。

movie No.5 with him ~ Nasi Lemak 2.0

9/17/2011. The fifth movie with him
is the day oso first time seen Iris's bf, first impression to him thought he's a quite a rude man, but actually he is a damn good manner guy, and treat her not bad..haha..
The local movie there is a bit idiout but not bad, quite a bit meaningfull..there is a sentence that the most i remembered " 不知道你是什么人，如果你现在放弃，你就是失败的人" - Like it -
and there was a song quite nice to listen it, the lyrics's meaning was like describe a lady does'nt demand so much, she juz wants simple and jux wanna the guy love her, that,s it, that is only she wants.