Nice patient and patient

10th Jan 2012
Bapa Tjandra Soegianto, follow up date should be in Feb..cox of his insurance matter, he purposely came early just to settle it..The insurance was actually has done last year..jux cox one of the column there shouldn't be filled by doctor..they bought the insurance in 2009, but bapa been post stent in 2007, doctor filled it the colomn said that having hyperlipidaemia and post stent in 2007...but in 2007 been post stent is the fact, it can't be changed, he and his wife keep begging me to change and remove it, i did my best to ask all the doctor whether can remove it, but its really can be changed and remove..i cant do anything for them, feel so sorry to them, his wife so disappointed , she said its okay, and gave me 2 boxes of indonesia cake, my guiltyness increases when she gave me, i felt that i shouldn't receive it cox i did not do anythg for them, and i can't help them..but they were damn nice person and again begged me to receive it...
* May God give them all the bless, and wish them stay healthy always *

i - Ctiy Shah Alam

7 Jan 2012
First time been to I-ci ty with Family Yong..After dinner 5 of us went to there for taking some shot...
i really think that is a harmony family, he was grown up in a harmony family..its really different with me..
Paid $25 for entering the snow house there, damn cold inside..felt regret was wearing slipper..me, hanns, and his sister was wearing slipper, our toes really felt like cold to numb...:P hahaha..
Its kinda a bit raining, but luckily just a while, then stopped..Thankx GOD..
After that,everyone seemed like hungry..went for supper at Murni..Mee Raja with him again, this time was Tom Yam flavour..but seemed the first time Mee Raja original more taste good...
All of them together sent me back home, felt so feeling sorry to his parents and sister..his dad looks tired ady...really really felt so so sorry to them on that night..
And wanna thanks them giving me the dinner, im really seldom having dinner with family member, thats why when dinner with them im actually like feeling...mm mm....by the way, Family Yong all of them are nice people..he is really a lucky guy who was born in the family...best wishes for them...

First movie of 2012

1st Jan 2012
First day of 2012..went to Mid Valley..
First movie of 2012 with him " The Darkest Hour "..
then shopping..shopped shopped and shopped...
At Gap shop, first black legging Jeans bought on the first day of 2012 with him; He bought a black shirt at the same shop..kinda memorable incident when doing payment for it, there was an auntie suddenly came to us said wanna join us for paying just to get more higher discount, at first, i thought the auntie wanna scoled us that we jumped queqe, cox her voice tone kinda a bit louder..:P..its good for us as well when she join us pay together, then we also can get the more higher discount becox of her 3rd item..hahaha...So lucky for that moment..heheheXx...
Then dinner, at first, we wanna eat Japanese cuicine, then said wanna try Taiwanese, then wanna pizza; but end up we went for Thai cuicine..not bad actually..quite yummy yummy..acceptable for me; like for it...
Its a good day, nice day, lovely day on 1st Jan 2012...

21周年母难日（1226 2011）

26 DECEMBER 2011

这一篇文章会打很长吗？都还不确定。。。
这一天是21 岁生日，永远都不会忘记的一年；这一天。
24号我们通话，他说会在JB 过一晚来不及回来给我庆祝生日，也不确定几点会回到来，我说不用紧，无所谓。。当时我一直追问自己，真的无所谓吗，我常想，庆祝生日根本就是不重要的事情。。。可是，当我一想到从他6月份回来到现在，他帮过很多很多的朋友过生日，甚至是她，也去过。。。当我一想到，为什么遍遍到我的时候，他尽然不能，我心有点抽痛。

Kessie 和JiaYi 约了我晚上吃饭，下午和ah See 逛街了就去和他们吃饭。。他突然简讯来问我要不要看戏？他说来不到跟我们晚餐，晚一点看电影就可以。。当天那么多人肯定看不成电影的，我也没拒绝，因为就想要见到他。。。一直都以为只有我们3个人在Zang Toi 吃，一直想象的情形都以为只有我们3个人，Kessie说要去Friday's，以为她只是开玩笑，可是她坚持就是要去那边，只好听他的好了。。去到Friday's 门口，等了不久，我转过身，他就在后面也到了。。。
“又骗我”第一句我看到他就是说这句。。。
他带着自己做的Fruit Cheese Cake, 从来没想过他会亲手做给我，也从来没想过他是在给我惊喜，原来他早就计划了的。。。好无言哦！！之前我的心还那么的抽痛~~
我们边吃边聊天了几个小时，大家为我唱生日歌，第一次那么多人看着我；第一次有人唱生日歌给我，我觉得对他们很不好意思，因为我不懂要给怎样的表情。。。
开心+吓倒+害羞+不好意思。。。
该时候回家了，回到家时，原来他还有买了礼物送我。。这也是我意外之中，很美，很漂亮，我很喜欢；可以我觉得一定很贵。。我又觉得不好意思了。。

非常非常谢谢他，谢谢她们，给了我这么好的回忆。。
要谢谢他为我做了那么多东西。。。
2011 年里给过我两次惊喜的他；6月5日 和 12月26日。。。

Sickness 2011

24th Dec 2011
Sick for 3 days non-stop..
Flu, cough, fever, stomachache...
medcine not effective for me at all...
myb too much medicine taken caused hands shaking...
wat should i do except sleeping...
suffering....

Dinner with Family Yong

18 Dec 2011
First time officially had a dinner with them, kinda nervous cox they are using chopstick for having dinner, which im totally not get used to it, jux worried about how they will think about me when they saw hows the way im holding chopstick..while i eat the " Tang Yuen" that made by his mom, i think of my mom on that moment..i miss her "Tang Yuen" so much so much...she used to made it every year when i was a small kid...then we start having the dinner, his mom said it juz a simple home made dishes; but for me...OMG.. vegetable, prawns, baked fish, soup,  seafood vegetable...if for my family, all these dishes can be taken for 1 week to us...my was stomach super full...nice dishes and thank them for giving me a nice and full dinner..
Gochisosama deshita~

New class + Mission Impossible movie

15 Dec 2011
Will be gonna new class tonite; new classmates; new lecturer; new text book...
have to gonna to be get used to them start from 0..
i miss my previous lecturer so much, takahashi sensei;
miss my previous classmate so much, Leong san, Mun Yee san, Karen san, Kelly san..
i have to find out a way that i can go through for this level Intermediate 2..
i have to be more working hard on it..it seemed like im giving myself pressure..OMG!
After class, movie MI3 section with him, along with Big Show, Ah Fai, and wenjing...
why am i suddenly stop typing?!
why am i suddenly wondering wat gonna to type when reach this part?!
Should i type this out my feeling or jux burried it into my deep heart...?!
Stopped few minutes again....................

*my decision is jux burried it*