後悔

我非常非常後悔自己說過的話，問了又再問，彼此都不說話的那短短20分鐘真的讓我覺得很恐怖。希望這種情形不會再發生了。

13th September 2013

觉得最近的他好像不大喜欢跟我说那么多了
只是问他个对他来说是那么容易解释的东西
他都不愿多说，叫我自己去找 google
总是在最后一分钟或过了才告述我隔天或刚在他要做什么
他生意上的进展是如何了，我都不敢多问了。
情侣间的关系不是应该快乐或不开心都会想要第一时间跟对方分享彼此当下的感受吗？为什么他什么都不告述我呢？不跟我一起分享他的感受呢？难道他认为我无法协助或安慰到他，所以不想浪费他宝贵的时间打信息或给我电话呢？
时间，真的有一股很强的威力；它能够让人改变。
不知从何时开始，我不再敢主动给他电话问他近况了
不敢给他电话渐渐成了我的习惯
每当拿起电话想打给他总是害怕会打扰到他
每次都会不知不觉有那个想法出来：
“万一打扰到他了怎么办？”
最后还是把电话放下来了。
我真的很想让他知道，我有多么的关心他
知道他很忙，知道他有不开心的事烦
很想让他知道我不介意当他的倾诉者或聆听者
也不会烦到我，每次他需要我时，他都能找得到我。

22 August 2013

This was a wonderful Friday.
First time I had Carls' Junior fast food, it's was very very nice.
the best fast food that I ever had, nice nice nice.....
I think maybe he was beside me, we were having it together.
No matter where we are, what we eat, as long as he is beside me,
that's the most wonderful memories in my life~

记得曾經看過有個散文说过， 如果一个人说喜欢你爱你，请等到他对你百般照顾时再相信，如果他答应带你去的地方，等他订好机票再开心，如果他说要娶你，等他买好戒指跪在你面前再感动，如果他说他不能没有你，等他无论多忙都会抽出时间陪在你身旁时再相信，等他在发现了你消失了以后像发了疯一样的寻找到你之后再热泪盈眶。如果他说他一辈子都会对你不弃不离，等他在你任何困难危难时都抓着你的手陪你坚强度过时再深信不疑。感情不是说说而已。

Love~~

16 Aug 2013

倒霉の今天，背后被热水烫伤了。
被烫下の那一刻，痛得说不出话来了。
原本没打算要看医生の我，
要不是他の一句提醒，一直忍着到下班，
肯定会变成烂伤口了。

17 AUG 13
烫伤の伤口看起来严重了，
为什么医生还说没什么呢？
刺痛の感受，开始害怕伤口溃烂の话该怎么办呢。。
很感谢二姐肯为我洗伤口，换纱布，
开始有点对她不舍即将要嫁出去了。。。

12 Aug 2013

爸爸明天終於要做眼睛手術了。

很為他擔心啊，祝福他手術順利。

Hari Raya Holiday 08-10th Aug 2013

Came back from Pertang farm with his family.

There was such a nice peaceful place that out of city life.

I like such kind of environment so much,

there are green at everywhere, nice air to breath,

no cars, no dusts, bare quite and peaceful,

my mind was so calm staying there, -happy-

on the 2nd nite before we get into sleep,

he asked me what will I gonna be if 2 years ago we were never getting together,

I answered definitely i wont be working at city, 

blue sky with sun tan, sea with beach, green environment will always my favorite.  

11 person of us together go for a holiday trip,

was such a big huge family members to me,

1st day we barbeque ; 2nd day went for water fall,

3rd day we coming back and i stayed at his home for 1 nite.

Overall, had a nice memories with them on that holiday.

thank you so much to them brought me go as well.

thanks for them let me join in the big family among them. ^^

Is Monday tomorrow and gotta turn the working mode on,

So what's next now...

Looking forward Bangkok trip with Ah See on November..