Extreamly an unexpected night tonight...Never thought that I will just voiced it out all those feeling that have been hidden long long time inside my deepest by this way and by this night like that...
Never thought that all those speeches that have been practicing long long time inside my deepest will just voiced out verbally without blogging...
All those questions;
Should I ? or shouldn't I to voice out ?
What will it be if just non-stop keep quiet?
What will it be if just keep on asking or just confess how am I feeling?
How to begin the sentenses if gonna to choose the 2nd one?
There were too many questions and wondering hidden inside...
But all these just found the solution; TOGETHER : Let's Solve it Together..
all those wondering just like met their the answer and explanation by tonite...
Those feeling doubt, uncertainty, sadness just be solved it out finally....
Just like a magic nite, it made my feeling and my soul feel comfortable right now..
藏起来的时候，有时真的被它压得连呼吸都觉得心在抽痛。
终于说出来了，那沉重的某某终于减轻它的重量了。
No need to self talking again...
No need to self thinking again...
No need to think so much again...
No need to face it alone again...
Key is not alone;
There must will be someone together with Key solve out those problems..
I think;
Sadness tears is getting decrease right now....
Hapiness tears is getting increase non-stop right now ... :_)
I think so...
I hope so...
Saturday, June 30, 2012
Wednesday, June 27, 2012
Friday, June 22, 2012
下一站.... ....
每个人从出世就好像去过了很多站，
在轨道上等待着要去达到他的下一站，
一直都在害怕着下一站，
好像越来越怕。。。。。。
很怕还没进到里面，就从轨道上掉下来了。。。
一定要保持坚定；
一定要坚持；
一定要相信；
每个站都必定会到达的，
只是当到达时，就要勇敢的面对那将会是怎样的地方，
要相信只要到终站时；
总会有个人等待着，
天亮的时候，一定会有曙光的。
That nothing costs as little and is worth as much as a smile.
Relax, let yourself smile, and see the light come back to you tenfold.
坏消息 2012
一个月前大家都为那小小生命开心，
大家都期待着；欢迎着他的降临，
可是，
是没缘份吗 ？还是老天给的考验？
为什么他那么的不坚强？
说一声肚子痛，就这样离开了妈妈的肚子，
就这样离开她，让她伤心了。。。
身体受伤了；身心更伤的她；
不敢告诉任何人的她，一定很无助。
她问：给了她，为什么又要拿回呢？！
希望她比任何人都要坚强。。。
大家都期待着；欢迎着他的降临，
可是，
是没缘份吗 ？还是老天给的考验？
为什么他那么的不坚强？
说一声肚子痛，就这样离开了妈妈的肚子，
就这样离开她，让她伤心了。。。
身体受伤了；身心更伤的她；
不敢告诉任何人的她，一定很无助。
她问：给了她，为什么又要拿回呢？！
希望她比任何人都要坚强。。。
Saturday, June 16, 2012
People are always judging each other and,
the truth is, they're not very good at it.
Don't put a lot of concern into what people think of you.
You weren't created to please and entertain everyone.
You were created to be you,
so feel good about yourself.
That it doesn't matter what everyone else thinks....
奶茶 + 蛋挞
好回味的一个塔配
虽然很简单，很便宜；
但对我来说
外面再高贵的食物，都没一个能取代
一口奶茶；一口蛋挞
每次看到这样的摆放，
想起了小时候很多的回忆，
想起了她。。。
下个星期就是她的忌日
永远永远都不会忘记她
永远永远都不会忘记当时我生病痛苦，她抓紧我的小手，努力为我擦汗的那个感觉
虽然生病很辛苦，她也离开我们 6 年了；
很想在生病蒙蒙懂懂的时候，能够再次感受她。。。
虽然很简单，很便宜；
但对我来说
外面再高贵的食物，都没一个能取代
一口奶茶；一口蛋挞
每次看到这样的摆放，
想起了小时候很多的回忆，
想起了她。。。
下个星期就是她的忌日
永远永远都不会忘记她
永远永远都不会忘记当时我生病痛苦，她抓紧我的小手，努力为我擦汗的那个感觉
虽然生病很辛苦，她也离开我们 6 年了；
很想在生病蒙蒙懂懂的时候，能够再次感受她。。。
Thursday, June 07, 2012
Sunday, June 03, 2012
5th June 2011
Wondering this is typing a story or diary, but somehow juz would like to type and post it to this secret land here....
HE and SHE were getting know each other by 9th June 2008, he was sitting behind of her..Then the story started...He might be have forgotten how's the first day and first time they met, but she does remember it....What a coincidence! 6220 is the coincidence number for them. She noticed that since that time.......
座位前，座位后... ... ...
就这样相遇，相见，相识
They were both 18 years old that time. Same grouping of friends were always stay together including them, they went for class together, went for lunch together, gossip together, lough together, always kidding among each other, that was the most happy and joyful time for her as there was him along...
He will always called her for that time, he was so concern about her, she still remember that,there was a day she felt upset after class,she didn't tell anyone,but he realized it, he kept asking what happened, at last she never let anyone know bout it, but she's so glad that there was a someone been attend to her, and that's him. Has he been crushed on her that time? She was so wondering till now, she was not dare to think about it, and she was not dare to ask about it.....Their friends start gossiping about them, friends said " yes, he is actually " to her. but she was not dare to believe it that will be happen on her.......
如果这个世界真的有幸运，她得到的那只是侥幸而已
Have forgotten since when and why they are getting damn seldom to contact each other eventhough they are sometime in a same class together. When she always thought of this part, she will fell upset and worried, all those negative feeling will appear in her mind. He started join another group of friends, he started went for lunch, gossip, lough, always kidding among each other with other group of them, and very super seldom join her back, she knew she couldn't do anything, so she was jux be quite and stayed back.......
自己安静的就好, 不准给任何人带来任何烦恼
She started realized that " yes, he is actually. " this sentence was jux bull shit, so she also stopped thinking and feel lucky that never pay high expectation within them by that time. After that, he had a girlfriend, this make her more confirmed that yes, that sentence was jux a bull shit, no need to take serious keep it, so she wishing them a good blast, and she was jux be quite and stayed back again.......but unfortunately, the relationship jux last for few weeks.....she could feel that he was sad at that time, but she's jux keep staying back..........
有时候沉默并不代表不知道，不关心，
刻意的表现出来只会让人觉得虚伪
He and She there was quite long of time never contact each other, then he and she met up again, the gang gathered up again for a performance, they had the discusison till the day of performance day since like they are getting back the beginning....The performance was created the best ever memories and it was an unforgettale memories for each other, or maybe some of them may have forgotten, but for her, that was so mean to her as there was him along.............
All of them is time to be mature, is time to reach their dream, he was going to be on board, before he leave, he and she hanged out for as farewell to him, both were enjoy and had a fun time for that. When is time to say goodbye, he and she suddenly like having a weird feeling. It was raining on that day.
一场烈日，然后一场大雨，
忽然一个尴尬的眼神，一种奇怪的感觉降临
He went for on board and he started frequently called her like the beginning, she's looked forword and will wait for his call jux like the beginning.... He's been ask her that, does she also having the weird feeling on that day? but she didn't admit it as she jux scared that herself will be getting the wrong feeling again.....
He came back finally. On 5th June 2011, he gave her a surprised that suddenly appear in front of her. She was all of shocked till forgot to say " welcome back " to him...Since from that day, she's thinking that, maybe he has confirmed that " yes, he is actually ". Finally this sentence have been confirmed.
确定 ?! 不确定 ?! 傻傻分不清楚
The day is coming..wondering does he still remember these day?! she just would like to wish both of them and say "Happy Anniversary" to them no matter he might be have forgotten or still remember it.......She can jux to be quietly jux do not want to disturb him....
两个人，即使一个忘了，
但至少还有一个记得他们的故事，那就够了
Since from the day they are started being together, she's praying everynight.
" Please give him and his family safety and healthy, please bless him a great blast in working, less sadness, but more happyness;
and please bless He and She now and forever, LOVE each other."
两个人十指紧扣是一种比诺言更坚定的承诺
HE and SHE were getting know each other by 9th June 2008, he was sitting behind of her..Then the story started...He might be have forgotten how's the first day and first time they met, but she does remember it....What a coincidence! 6220 is the coincidence number for them. She noticed that since that time.......
座位前，座位后... ... ...
就这样相遇，相见，相识
They were both 18 years old that time. Same grouping of friends were always stay together including them, they went for class together, went for lunch together, gossip together, lough together, always kidding among each other, that was the most happy and joyful time for her as there was him along...
He will always called her for that time, he was so concern about her, she still remember that,there was a day she felt upset after class,she didn't tell anyone,but he realized it, he kept asking what happened, at last she never let anyone know bout it, but she's so glad that there was a someone been attend to her, and that's him. Has he been crushed on her that time? She was so wondering till now, she was not dare to think about it, and she was not dare to ask about it.....Their friends start gossiping about them, friends said " yes, he is actually " to her. but she was not dare to believe it that will be happen on her.......
如果这个世界真的有幸运，她得到的那只是侥幸而已
Have forgotten since when and why they are getting damn seldom to contact each other eventhough they are sometime in a same class together. When she always thought of this part, she will fell upset and worried, all those negative feeling will appear in her mind. He started join another group of friends, he started went for lunch, gossip, lough, always kidding among each other with other group of them, and very super seldom join her back, she knew she couldn't do anything, so she was jux be quite and stayed back.......
自己安静的就好, 不准给任何人带来任何烦恼
She started realized that " yes, he is actually. " this sentence was jux bull shit, so she also stopped thinking and feel lucky that never pay high expectation within them by that time. After that, he had a girlfriend, this make her more confirmed that yes, that sentence was jux a bull shit, no need to take serious keep it, so she wishing them a good blast, and she was jux be quite and stayed back again.......but unfortunately, the relationship jux last for few weeks.....she could feel that he was sad at that time, but she's jux keep staying back..........
有时候沉默并不代表不知道，不关心，
刻意的表现出来只会让人觉得虚伪
He and She there was quite long of time never contact each other, then he and she met up again, the gang gathered up again for a performance, they had the discusison till the day of performance day since like they are getting back the beginning....The performance was created the best ever memories and it was an unforgettale memories for each other, or maybe some of them may have forgotten, but for her, that was so mean to her as there was him along.............
All of them is time to be mature, is time to reach their dream, he was going to be on board, before he leave, he and she hanged out for as farewell to him, both were enjoy and had a fun time for that. When is time to say goodbye, he and she suddenly like having a weird feeling. It was raining on that day.
一场烈日，然后一场大雨，
忽然一个尴尬的眼神，一种奇怪的感觉降临
He went for on board and he started frequently called her like the beginning, she's looked forword and will wait for his call jux like the beginning.... He's been ask her that, does she also having the weird feeling on that day? but she didn't admit it as she jux scared that herself will be getting the wrong feeling again.....
He came back finally. On 5th June 2011, he gave her a surprised that suddenly appear in front of her. She was all of shocked till forgot to say " welcome back " to him...Since from that day, she's thinking that, maybe he has confirmed that " yes, he is actually ". Finally this sentence have been confirmed.
确定 ?! 不确定 ?! 傻傻分不清楚
The day is coming..wondering does he still remember these day?! she just would like to wish both of them and say "Happy Anniversary" to them no matter he might be have forgotten or still remember it.......She can jux to be quietly jux do not want to disturb him....
两个人，即使一个忘了，
但至少还有一个记得他们的故事，那就够了
Since from the day they are started being together, she's praying everynight.
" Please give him and his family safety and healthy, please bless him a great blast in working, less sadness, but more happyness;
and please bless He and She now and forever, LOVE each other."
两个人十指紧扣是一种比诺言更坚定的承诺
Friday, June 01, 2012
Macaroon Taste
31 May 2012
Saw that a lot before, but never tried once
Heard that a lot before, but never tried once
Finally this day I tried for the first time..
lemon, earl grey, napoleon, passion fruit, mint, rose
I knew something new;
I knew wats the napoleon finally,
That is the most best taste..
It's making me miss the taste of napoleon & earl grey
It's making me will buy for that frequently..
Thanks for someone who made me know for that..
Thanks for that, I know finally the feeling when macaroon in the mouth..
Saw that a lot before, but never tried once
Heard that a lot before, but never tried once
Finally this day I tried for the first time..
lemon, earl grey, napoleon, passion fruit, mint, rose
I knew something new;
I knew wats the napoleon finally,
That is the most best taste..
It's making me miss the taste of napoleon & earl grey
It's making me will buy for that frequently..
Thanks for someone who made me know for that..
Thanks for that, I know finally the feeling when macaroon in the mouth..
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