Sunday, April 29, 2012

3个星期的假期快要结束了,

要逼着对自己说:选择了它,就要相信它能给自己带来更远的路

是真的吗?如果选了自己喜欢的,就没路走了吗?

从交信的那一刻就一直在想,有选错吗?会后悔吗?

如果什么都不想,就直接去做想做的,会太任性吗?


知道有个人其实一直都在烦恼着很多东西,
很想给他安慰;他是不想令我烦恼呢?
还是他觉得反正我也帮不了,说了也没用呢?
最难受的是,
竟然不知道该用什么通道来给于安慰。。。

Friday, April 27, 2012

怀表

有个农夫打扫完马棚后,发现太太送的怀表不见了。他跑回马棚找,找不到。农夫就招来一群小孩帮忙,大家一起在马棚找啊找,还是没有找到。

一个小孩跟农夫说,他要自己一个人在去找一次。结果,那个小孩真的找到了怀表。农夫惊讶地问他是怎样找到的?

小孩说,“刚刚太多人一起找很吵。我自己进去静静地坐在地上,慢慢地就听到滴答滴答的声音,就找到怀表了。”

所以说,其实我们每个人内心都有个怀表。但是,我们永远都在忙,赶下一个专案,下一个报告。如果我们让忙碌占满心思,从不放空思想,怎么听得见我们心底的声音呢?.

Keep Thinking....

I've gone...
I've leaved...
My mind is so clear will never get back there...
But why am I still keep thinking...
Im keep thinking of them..
Im keep thinking of all those branula...
Im keep thinking of the situation n environment there..
Im keep thinking of all those medicines..
Im keep thinking of the pharmacy room..
Im just non-stop keep thinking...
Keep thinking all those that what i had learned n experience..
Im still keep thinking everything n what I've done to patient..
I remember;
How was I happy n excited while I got offred to be there..
Still remember;
That time i was all start from 0, im sure i can do it..
The outcome;
 Yes, I did it.

If the time can return back to when i was 18yrs old,
gimme one more chance to choose,
will I be choosing Nursing Course?!

Stop Stop Stop Stop!!!!
Hey u! KE KAI SHEN
STOP THINKING OF THAT
Look deepest, there is no future if still keep standing there
Look forward; Look forward
Look forward to your lifez....

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Who Moved My Cheese?

站在人生的十字路口,
正好是思考新方向的大好时机。
By - Spencer Johnson, M.D -

Saturday, April 21, 2012

诞生日 0421 2012

Happy Birthday:
May the best of everythings be him,
Today and in all the days ahead,
Even after that this post may be set to below,
Hope remember all the wishes and thoughts it hold inside.

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Flying

Be insist of what u acctually want
Be tough of what u gonna be
Be smart when doing anything
Just Be yourself

When everyone around is concerning about
how far and how success you are;
At the other side,
There must will be someone behind is concerning about
how tired you are when u're flying.

When tired flying, juz have some break;
and believe that there must will be a someone.

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Say Thank You

1 year ago, i was from zero. 1 year later now, basic medical knowledge and cardiologist was so familiar to me, never regret been working there before and thanks them so much so much and so much, ecspecially.......

IRIS LIM - the one who taught me most, without her, i would'nt get all those knowledge so fast.

KWAN - the one who taught me all those medicine and drugs, without her, i wont get the chance how to  prescribe drugs.

JANICE TAN PY - the one who always help me buy lunch, and always remind me that not doing the mistake.

YAMASHITA - the one who always helped me a lot when i was in busy.

DR. PREGA - the one who taught me all those cardiologist , without him, i wont know what is colonory angiogram till now.

DR. CHONG - the one who taught me how to look at those x-ray film and full lab prafile blood test

DR. SATIAH - without her, i wont know what is OGDS and Pap Smear till now.

DR. EGASHIRA - thanks him always been giving me advise when i felt down and felt lost

PIEK YEE - Thank her always concerned about my everything, treated me as her sister.

At last, thanks Dr.Soo anyways, i actually learned the most a lot knowledge was from him, and thanks him scoled me on that day, without his scolding, it wont made me so fast to make the decision for leaving, so that at other company's benefits must be much more better than HSC, The scolding was wake me up. Thanks......

Monday, April 16, 2012

成功与失败

改变一种行为不要拖到明天;
否则它会变成一个习惯。
拒绝一份诱惑不要拖到明天;
否则它会造成一种伤害。
捉住一次机会不要拖到明天;
否则失去它不会再来。

所具备的心态是积极,还是消极,
却往往造成巨大的差异;
就是成功与失败。

我想我知道该怎么做了。。。

Saturday, April 14, 2012

拨水节

为什么一定要拨水?
要庆祝节日可以有很多方法啊。。。
为什么就只会想自己如何开心;而忽略了在世界上的某个角落;
他们却严重缺水用呢?
很讽刺;
缺水用的人们在世界的某个角落,他们珍惜每一滴水的由来,他们不敢也绝对不会浪费每一滴珍贵的水,在干旱地方的他们,很辛苦由雨水存回来的水,珍惜如命。。。。
相反的,在某个国家多年来竟然用拨水来庆祝节日,为什么他们的人民都没有想过,其实在世界地球的另一边,有些地方是严重缺水的呢?
地球上的人类,有人想过这个问题吗??

犯错 ?!

又有报导在印尼发生了地震;
看到有个妇女身旁有两个小孩,
她问苍天“ 2004年时已夺走了丈夫和一个孩子,能不能别再拿走她剩下的亲人呢?”
她再问“ 他们到底犯了什么大罪,而需要接受这种惩罚”
或许他们真的没做错什么大事,犯错的是大众人类。。。
大众人类犯了最错的就是‘自私’。。。
自私的想法
自私的行为
人类们到底清醒了吗?
他们到底意识到了吗?
他们只会怨天怨地。。
到底要到何时人类才会醒悟何谓 “珍惜” 呢?
或许要到天崩地裂时,人类们才会醒悟,什么才是最重要的,
到时一切都太晚了。。。

如果上天真的要用天灾来惩罚人类,
只望祈求它千望别伤及无辜。。。。

Friday, April 13, 2012

I Miss............

Miss so much so much and so much........
Every morning when i wake up....
Every night before i sleep......
Every single day....
Every moment.....
Same feeling........
Same thinking......
I just MISS so much so much and so much..........

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

Farm House Milk

09 April 2012
Seemed have been long time din't drink milk ady...
Forgot when is the last time drink my favourite milk...
Hungry Hungry Hungry..
Thanks Yamashita gave me his "farm house milk''...
The jux only a cup of milk made me remembered that,
milk always used to my saver when i've always been starving...
Im thinking...
It's time to stock in milk in fridge now....

Saturday, April 07, 2012

阴影

又是同一个弯道
同样的时间
同样的雨量
同样的;只有我一个人...
很怕,很怕,很怕
就是只有怕
要谢谢他给过我一个铃响
只有紧握着它走在路上
至少让我感到还有那一点点的安全感。。。

Thursday, April 05, 2012

Souvenir From Macau

Key Chain;
Its jux a simple souvenir..

"Key, come to nursing counter right now."
omg, am i did something wrong?!

"nahhh, for u...its jux a simple souvenir, hope u won't mind it"
Of course i wont mind about that.....

Recently so many people around me went for travelling, but she is the first person who remember and giving me the souvenir..she has been treating me well all the times and taught me how to inject hep B even though i hv no qualification to give people injection, For the first time and cox of her, i have the first time experience taking the inject stuff, and knowledge of injection..i wont forget the feeling and moment when i holding the injection needle forever...Thanks her been giving me the experience and knowledge. ~Nurse.Wan Siew Ping~

Lunch at "h@use"

05 April 2010
Never tot Mr.Yew who always stay inside cath lab will treat me lunch today.
Still remember the first day i steped into HSC at 14 Feb 2011, he is the first person who told me what is cath lab inside, i thought he was a doctor. I damn naive tat time asked him there is no different his job scope with a doctor, why he's not a surgery doctor..so funny when think back my question to him. i extreamly clear at all now...
I extreamly seldom saw him walk around except during his off work time by 1630, the whole nursing counter and imaging department, and can be said the whole world of HSC have known that im gonna leave soon. but Mr.Yew just knew it by last week..we both shocked.
I shocked is cox of he is a last person and when he got this news, i oni left 1 more week.
He shocked is cox that Im not look like will be leaving,  as im still always asking and learning the knowledge and skills.
The most that made me shocked is we even seldom see each other and chatting all the times, but he still insist wanna treat me a lunch, i insist said no need. but still, he ask Kwan to release me lunch with him, i don get used to people treat me for nothing..but he said i helped him before, but wat did i help him? i forgot or he jux bluff me? As i know is he taught me a lot more than i help him a lot.... haix..watsoever, jux let him.
Went to G Tower at H@use restaurant..seafood spagethy + Iced Lemon Tea..its jux a normal meal and normal tasted, but made my stomach full for whole day..Thanks him so much for the Lunch..