Friday, December 30, 2011

21周年母难日(1226 2011)

26 DECEMBER 2011

这一篇文章会打很长吗?都还不确定。。。
这一天是21 岁生日,永远都不会忘记的一年;这一天。
24号我们通话,他说会在JB 过一晚来不及回来给我庆祝生日,也不确定几点会回到来,我说不用紧,无所谓。。当时我一直追问自己,真的无所谓吗,我常想,庆祝生日根本就是不重要的事情。。。可是,当我一想到从他6月份回来到现在,他帮过很多很多的朋友过生日,甚至是她,也去过。。。当我一想到,为什么遍遍到我的时候,他尽然不能,我心有点抽痛。

Kessie 和JiaYi 约了我晚上吃饭,下午和ah See 逛街了就去和他们吃饭。。他突然简讯来问我要不要看戏?他说来不到跟我们晚餐,晚一点看电影就可以。。当天那么多人肯定看不成电影的,我也没拒绝,因为就想要见到他。。。一直都以为只有我们3个人在Zang Toi 吃,一直想象的情形都以为只有我们3个人,Kessie说要去Friday's,以为她只是开玩笑,可是她坚持就是要去那边,只好听他的好了。。去到Friday's 门口,等了不久,我转过身,他就在后面也到了。。。
“又骗我”第一句我看到他就是说这句。。。
他带着自己做的Fruit Cheese Cake, 从来没想过他会亲手做给我,也从来没想过他是在给我惊喜,原来他早就计划了的。。。好无言哦!!之前我的心还那么的抽痛~~
我们边吃边聊天了几个小时,大家为我唱生日歌,第一次那么多人看着我;第一次有人唱生日歌给我,我觉得对他们很不好意思,因为我不懂要给怎样的表情。。。
开心+吓倒+害羞+不好意思。。。
该时候回家了,回到家时,原来他还有买了礼物送我。。这也是我意外之中,很美,很漂亮,我很喜欢;可以我觉得一定很贵。。我又觉得不好意思了。。


非常非常谢谢他,谢谢她们,给了我这么好的回忆。。
要谢谢他为我做了那么多东西。。。
2011 年里给过我两次惊喜的他;6月5日 和 12月26日。。。

Friday, December 23, 2011

Sickness 2011

24th Dec 2011
Sick for 3 days non-stop..
Flu, cough, fever, stomachache...
medcine not effective for me at all...
myb too much medicine taken caused hands shaking...
wat should i do except sleeping...
suffering....

Dinner with Family Yong

18 Dec 2011
First time officially had a dinner with them, kinda nervous cox they are using chopstick for having dinner, which im totally not get used to it, jux worried about how they will think about me when they saw hows the way im holding chopstick..while i eat the " Tang Yuen" that made by his mom, i think of my mom on that moment..i miss her "Tang Yuen" so much so much...she used to made it every year when i was a small kid...then we start having the dinner, his mom said it juz a simple home made dishes; but for me...OMG.. vegetable, prawns, baked fish, soup,  seafood vegetable...if for my family, all these dishes can be taken for 1 week to us...my was stomach super full...nice dishes and thank them for giving me a nice and full dinner..
Gochisosama deshita~

Saturday, December 17, 2011

New class + Mission Impossible movie

15 Dec 2011
Will be gonna new class tonite; new classmates; new lecturer; new text book...
have to gonna to be get used to them start from 0..
i miss my previous lecturer so much, takahashi sensei;
miss my previous classmate so much, Leong san, Mun Yee san, Karen san, Kelly san..
i have to find out a way that i can go through for this level Intermediate 2..
i have to be more working hard on it..it seemed like im giving myself pressure..OMG!
After class, movie MI3 section with him, along with Big Show, Ah Fai, and wenjing...
why am i suddenly stop typing?!
why am i suddenly wondering wat gonna to type when reach this part?!
Should i type this out my feeling or jux burried it into my deep heart...?!
Stopped few minutes again....................

*my decision is jux burried it*

JiaYi's Birthday Celebration

10 Dec 2011
Sing K Section at Neway Times Square for JiaYi's Bday celebration...
the last time sing K with Jiayi and Kessie was at 19 Jan 2011..
i extreamly miss them so much...
i definately know myself that when i hanging up with Kessie's that gang, the smiling and laughing of mine to them are 100% true...so enjoy it when hangging up with them..
So happy that JiaYi likes the handbag that i choose...
After we sing couple of hours, all of us started tired..then we started took photos and playing games;
Again again..i thought again..one more chance we can take some more photos again, jux with him...
but this time, more worst, only one photo, one one shoot we got....
*although photos of click!on us not much; but it makes me cherish it much*


Malaca + PD short trip 2011

08 Dec 2011 - 09 Dec 2011
8th 10:30am from started our trip to Malaca;
Lunch was chicken rice, Durian cendul, and Malaca famous Ice Kacang..
Both also was very nice to me....all was sedap sedap ~
i was actually looking forward for going with him long time ago ady, although it was just a simple and short trip..
Again..i thought i again had the chance will be gonna have a lot a lot and a lot of shooting with him...
but again...kinda a bit diasapointing...
our shooting of us..jux him and I was extreamly little little little and little...
The most memorable incident was during sunset, we were on the way looking for food for dinner time...
that was sunset period, through driven, we passed by the beach, and the sunset was following us..
at that time, i felt very nice view, the sea was shinning from the sunset light..that's my favourite view actually...i really hope that i can hv some shooting with him on the beach with the shinning sea and the sunset at behind...but i never let him know my thinking~
We keep saying that it was jux a sunset..we have seen it everyday last time when i was at Langkawi, its okay, no need to see it now..nevermind, not so desperate to see it, jux go for dinner...
but acctually, i hope to see sunset with him on the beach so so so much~
But finally, we get back to chalet there to take a look the sunset, but the sunset seemed like disappear soon, luckily we still can be on time before it totally disappear...









*Eventhough photos of us not much, but the few photo makes me cherish much*

Iera's Birthday + Gathering

07 Dec 2011
Had a dinner with Iera, Mae, Cesca, and Hanns...
cox of Iera's Birthday so that we have the chance to meet up with them...
Dinner at Fish Manhatten Market (Pavillion), it was my 1st tine dine at there...
The taste was jux so so..not so extreamly delicious actually, but still can be acceptable~
After dinner, Iera's suggestion that was let's go out for some shooting...
In my mind and heart, i was super extreamly agree agree agree agreeable to her....
cox photos of jux with him are damn extreamly little little and little....
i was thinking that then i finally had the chance to take some shoot with him...
~Jux him and I~
but is quite kinda disapointed..
oni 4 photos we took...