from counting the months till counting the weeks,
im waiting & looking forward to counting the days left,
leaving there forever..
no need to show off the reluctant face,
hopefully will get a much more better job in my life.
Saturday, March 24, 2012
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
Thursday, March 08, 2012
TRUST
8th March 2012
Again...i saw something that i hate to see that..
i hate her..i dislike her actually....
im not happy and not comfartable when i saw her face..
i knew it, i knew that she been at his workplace..why??
having a lot of complicated feeling..how am i should describe it...
i hate myself when i log in to my blog...
cox i know that if when i post the blog that is regarding to her, then which means that the sme feeling that i hate coming back again...
i really dislike her appears...i really scared of her...
i wish..i hope..i pray...PLEASE PLEASE..don appear don appear..
i know i should be confidence to myself..should be trustful..
keep telling myself be tough, be confidence, be trustful..
but i lying to myself..actually i cant do that...
i really scared....
Please GOD that heard my voices and my praying....
PLEASE PLEASE.....
=GOD Bless=
Again...i saw something that i hate to see that..
i hate her..i dislike her actually....
im not happy and not comfartable when i saw her face..
i knew it, i knew that she been at his workplace..why??
having a lot of complicated feeling..how am i should describe it...
i hate myself when i log in to my blog...
cox i know that if when i post the blog that is regarding to her, then which means that the sme feeling that i hate coming back again...
i really dislike her appears...i really scared of her...
i wish..i hope..i pray...PLEASE PLEASE..don appear don appear..
i know i should be confidence to myself..should be trustful..
keep telling myself be tough, be confidence, be trustful..
but i lying to myself..actually i cant do that...
i really scared....
Please GOD that heard my voices and my praying....
PLEASE PLEASE.....
=GOD Bless=
Sunday, March 04, 2012
Smart Fighter
27 Feb 2012
Be a smart fighter;
Dont be a smart follower..
Listen to the soul;
Follow the heart feeling;
Have the own mind thinking...
No matter where you are right;
No matter what are you doing now;
No matter what's your opinion now;
Just follow it...
Fight for yourself;
Be a smart Fighter,
Dont be a smart follower..... (said by Hanns to Key)
Be a smart fighter;
Dont be a smart follower..
Listen to the soul;
Follow the heart feeling;
Have the own mind thinking...
No matter where you are right;
No matter what are you doing now;
No matter what's your opinion now;
Just follow it...
Fight for yourself;
Be a smart Fighter,
Dont be a smart follower..... (said by Hanns to Key)
Thursday, March 01, 2012
Dilemma
1st March 2012
Dr.June, Mrs.Soo, Mr.Raymond.....
trying to get me back for not leaving..are they hyprocritic? i dont know...
will they break the promise? i dont know...
offer me transfer to administratin, HR assistance, Receptionist...
are they wanna to save cost in stead of employ a new staff, better transfer me to be there?
i dont know...offering the job which is im looking for, but workplace still HSC...
How should i make this decision? accept it? just leave? wat should do?
thinking thinking thinking thnking...still thinking...BLANK.....BLOCK.....
~DILEMMA~
human always there are dilemma cases in the life, that most important decisions are not to be made with the mind; they are to be made with the heart. So when there is an important decision to make, check in with how the feel, not how the thinking.
* but, i Have listened to the mind thinking and heart feeling...still in the dilemma........
Dr.June, Mrs.Soo, Mr.Raymond.....
trying to get me back for not leaving..are they hyprocritic? i dont know...
will they break the promise? i dont know...
offer me transfer to administratin, HR assistance, Receptionist...
are they wanna to save cost in stead of employ a new staff, better transfer me to be there?
i dont know...offering the job which is im looking for, but workplace still HSC...
How should i make this decision? accept it? just leave? wat should do?
thinking thinking thinking thnking...still thinking...BLANK.....BLOCK.....
~DILEMMA~
human always there are dilemma cases in the life, that most important decisions are not to be made with the mind; they are to be made with the heart. So when there is an important decision to make, check in with how the feel, not how the thinking.
* but, i Have listened to the mind thinking and heart feeling...still in the dilemma........
Decided
17 Feb 2012
Typing typing and typing...
finally, typing resignation letter..
Feeling bad that going to leave Kwan's team soon..
but no more choice, really cant accept and see his face anymore..
that is the best way to never meet him anymore...
hyprocritic, money greedy, sellfish person...
really hate him so much and so much...
Typing typing and typing...
finally, typing resignation letter..
Feeling bad that going to leave Kwan's team soon..
but no more choice, really cant accept and see his face anymore..
that is the best way to never meet him anymore...
hyprocritic, money greedy, sellfish person...
really hate him so much and so much...
Being scolded with no reason
16 Feb 2012
Nisha went out for lunch, replace to assist room No.6 for one hour. within the one hour still under controled. Then Nisha was back to assist him back. I get back to my own workplace, just after few minutes, he came to me just to scoled me because of there is no any assistance was outside his room, never listen to my explain, never give me chance to explain..he was just like a shooting gun keeping on shooting on me till i die by his scolded. Just cox of this reason, im the MOST BLUR, MOST STUPID, and the MOST USELESS among all who has been asisting him...in front of all...patients, doctors, staff, all saw that......my tears was like the glass that reflect with the light..........I HATE HIM
i hate him so much and so much....i won't curse him....if there is a day when all the staff resign, no one wanna work for him, everyone left behind him, i won't pity him that he has no friends...because i think when he alone still hugging his damn super million thousands, he will feel happy as well.........
never tot that i will so extreamly hate a person so much, he is the most hated man in my life...
Nisha went out for lunch, replace to assist room No.6 for one hour. within the one hour still under controled. Then Nisha was back to assist him back. I get back to my own workplace, just after few minutes, he came to me just to scoled me because of there is no any assistance was outside his room, never listen to my explain, never give me chance to explain..he was just like a shooting gun keeping on shooting on me till i die by his scolded. Just cox of this reason, im the MOST BLUR, MOST STUPID, and the MOST USELESS among all who has been asisting him...in front of all...patients, doctors, staff, all saw that......my tears was like the glass that reflect with the light..........I HATE HIM
i hate him so much and so much....i won't curse him....if there is a day when all the staff resign, no one wanna work for him, everyone left behind him, i won't pity him that he has no friends...because i think when he alone still hugging his damn super million thousands, he will feel happy as well.........
never tot that i will so extreamly hate a person so much, he is the most hated man in my life...
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