Sunday, December 29, 2013

long vacation in December 2013

this is the 2nd year im enjoying long vacation at year end..
i bet must be a lot of people envy of which company im working at..
yes..indeed. many benefits out there..
but im not happy where am i working, i dislike my work...
how i wish i'll find my happiness in my working for the New Year wish!!
i got Lemon Yogurt Cream Cake as my birthday cake for this year,
also, a big brown big handbag present from my lovely darling...
thanks him for everything what he has done for me..
i love him so much and so much....
~love~


Sunday, December 01, 2013

後悔

我非常非常後悔自己說過的話,問了又再問,彼此都不說話的那短短20分鐘真的讓我覺得很恐怖。希望這種情形不會再發生了。

Friday, September 13, 2013

13th September 2013

觉得最近的他好像不大喜欢跟我说那么多了
只是问他个对他来说是那么容易解释的东西
他都不愿多说,叫我自己去找 google
总是在最后一分钟或过了才告述我隔天或刚在他要做什么
他生意上的进展是如何了,我都不敢多问了。
情侣间的关系不是应该快乐或不开心都会想要第一时间跟对方分享彼此当下的感受吗?为什么他什么都不告述我呢?不跟我一起分享他的感受呢?难道他认为我无法协助或安慰到他,所以不想浪费他宝贵的时间打信息或给我电话呢?
时间,真的有一股很强的威力;它能够让人改变。
不知从何时开始,我不再敢主动给他电话问他近况了
不敢给他电话渐渐成了我的习惯
每当拿起电话想打给他总是害怕会打扰到他
每次都会不知不觉有那个想法出来:
“万一打扰到他了怎么办?”
最后还是把电话放下来了。
我真的很想让他知道,我有多么的关心他
知道他很忙,知道他有不开心的事烦
很想让他知道我不介意当他的倾诉者或聆听者
也不会烦到我,每次他需要我时,他都能找得到我。




Sunday, August 25, 2013

22 August 2013

This was a wonderful Friday.
First time I had Carls' Junior fast food, it's was very very nice.
the best fast food that I ever had, nice nice nice.....
I think maybe he was beside me, we were having it together.
No matter where we are, what we eat, as long as he is beside me,
that's the most wonderful memories in my life~



Tuesday, August 20, 2013

记得曾經看過有個散文说过, 如果一个人说喜欢你爱你,请等到他对你百般照顾时再相信,如果他答应带你去的地方,等他订好机票再开心,如果他说要娶你,等他买好戒指跪在你面前再感动,如果他说他不能没有你,等他无论多忙都会抽出时间陪在你身旁时再相信,等他在发现了你消失了以后像发了疯一样的寻找到你之后再热泪盈眶。如果他说他一辈子都会对你不弃不离,等他在你任何困难危难时都抓着你的手陪你坚强度过时再深信不疑。感情不是说说而已。
Love~~

Saturday, August 17, 2013

16 Aug 2013

倒霉の今天,背后被热水烫伤了。
被烫下の那一刻,痛得说不出话来了。
原本没打算要看医生の我,
要不是他の一句提醒,一直忍着到下班,
肯定会变成烂伤口了。

17 AUG 13
烫伤の伤口看起来严重了,
为什么医生还说没什么呢?
刺痛の感受,开始害怕伤口溃烂の话该怎么办呢。。
很感谢二姐肯为我洗伤口,换纱布,
开始有点对她不舍即将要嫁出去了。。。




Monday, August 12, 2013

12 Aug 2013

爸爸明天終於要做眼睛手術了。
很為他擔心啊,祝福他手術順利。

Sunday, August 11, 2013

Hari Raya Holiday 08-10th Aug 2013

Came back from Pertang farm with his family.
There was such a nice peaceful place that out of city life.
I like such kind of environment so much,
there are green at everywhere, nice air to breath,
no cars, no dusts, bare quite and peaceful,
my mind was so calm staying there, -happy-
on the 2nd nite before we get into sleep,
he asked me what will I gonna be if 2 years ago we were never getting together,
I answered definitely i wont be working at city, 
blue sky with sun tan, sea with beach, green environment will always my favorite.  
11 person of us together go for a holiday trip,
was such a big huge family members to me,
1st day we barbeque ; 2nd day went for water fall,
3rd day we coming back and i stayed at his home for 1 nite.
Overall, had a nice memories with them on that holiday.
thank you so much to them brought me go as well.
thanks for them let me join in the big family among them. ^^
Is Monday tomorrow and gotta turn the working mode on,
So what's next now...
Looking forward Bangkok trip with Ah See on November..

Monday, August 05, 2013

8月5日 2013

今晚我突然好想打電話給他,
睡前想要親口說聲"晚安"。
終於不再猜想他在忙甚麼,
直接拿起電話打給他就是了,
接通了,不到三銄他接了。
不知為甚麼,在一起兩年多了,
每次主動打電話給他還是有一點點驚張感。。
應該是習慣性的怕打擾到他了吧。。
聽到他那親切的聲音,
溫柔的跟我說聲"晚安,早點睡吧"
我也安靜地閉上眼睛好好的睡一覺了。
希望明天能夠7點起床,早點上班。

Sunday, August 04, 2013

We went to Mid Valley today, glad there is not much people as we expected.
After collecting the Power Bank from Living Social, we shopped.
Finally I could have a chance to buy the "Boss Orange" with cheapest price.
He said my appetite is getting bigger, is that really be? I think so too..Hahahaha
I was told there will be a lot food for the coming holiday we go for Petang farm..
So looking forward for it.... :P



Saturday, August 03, 2013

0208

Happy Birthday Dad !!!
I dont think I'll ever be able to thank you enough for all you've done for us.
But, today and always, please know how truly grateful i am.
Thanks for everything dad... Love u.....

Thursday, August 01, 2013

Today i've been informed my best friend will be coming back within this month.
That was really out of my expectation..
I know she wanna go for Europe trip departing from London
All of a sudden, all of her planning has to be cancelled
She has to come back within this month to see her grandpa who are ICU rite now.
Feeling so upset with her, though i miss her much
but im never expect she coming back with this result
These few days she told me so many about her feeling
There are so many undescribe feel inside her, i understand that even she's silent
Counting my fingers how many friends i had
She is the only one I can talk and sharing to all our deepest each other 
I wish she'll happy.
Counting down days to see her soon.


 

Tuesday, July 30, 2013

Hot Chocolate drink

Happiness. Simple as a glass of chocolate or tortuous as the heart.
Bitter. Sweet. Alive.


2nd Anniversary

5th June 2013   Shiny day

Im so glad we found each other in the lovely month of JUNE'11.



Sunday, July 28, 2013

Penang Trip

It was my 1st time taking KTM train to Penang,
What a 1st try since getting used to travelling by buses or flights.
Nice try and nice trip.
It made me understand that go travelling for no matter wherever we're going,
Flights is not a MUST sometimes, we could get some new try in our life.
The journey with a thousands miles begins with a single step.
The real voyage of discovery consists not in seeking new landscape;
but in having new eyes.
That should be what we gonna enjoying in our trip.

Tuesday, July 23, 2013

Friday, June 21, 2013

I'm falling for you



爱就是这样,会偶尔吵架,
吵累了说贴心的话。。。
我们不会知道,以后的日子会有多长,
在我的世界,都会有你。。。


Friday, May 31, 2013

两年前の香港之旅

再次开回2011年我们一家人去过の澳门和香港那些照片给妈咪看。
从第1天到第6天我们所去过の地方,吃过の食物。。。
那些回忆回来了。每一张照片,
妈咪都很仔细地看很久,她在想着当时の时候,我也是。。
我也看到了这两年来我们一家人の改变。
我们当时の笑容与眼神和那天在二姐结婚注册所拍の照片很大分别了。。
地球每一天都在转动。人,事,物,每一天都在改变了。。
回不去我们当时快乐の时候了,
我们还会有机会像那样一起去旅行吗?
=念=

18 Oct 2011

14 Oct 2011
不管我们以后の未来是怎样,你们在哪里。。
祝福你们。。永远都欢迎你们回家。。


Tuesday, May 28, 2013

Kaiyin ROM 0518


    
家有喜事^^
愿她快乐幸福健康
祝福她。


Sunday, May 05, 2013

倒数1个月

只剩1个月而已,该怎么办呢?
留或走只需要一个决定。
认真的想,拼命的去想。。
我根本就不喜欢这份工作的,一点都不喜欢。
我讨厌这里的人,讨厌这里的环境。。
合约从两年缩短成1年,现在只剩1个月时间,
我应该是很期待的,终于可以就这样离开这里了,
或许我能找到比这个更开心的工作呢?
可是为什么到现在我还在犹豫呢?
我应该是在害怕,我害怕找不到工作,
我不想要一直拼命上网找工作的那个感受,
每次都期待着有人给我电话叫我去面试,
面试了又要再期待着自己会被录取,
每次都担心同样的问题。。。
我真的很厌倦这种感受了。。。
是不知足吗?
当下有工作了,够吃够穿了,总比贫穷国的人民幸福了,
我应该珍惜有这份工作的。可是纪凯娴是不开心的;
到底该怎么办是好呢 ???



Sunday, April 28, 2013

26th April 2013


Have been long time never photo shot with her,
Dessert dinner after the stressful working,
I LOVE Dessert !!! 

Say Happy Birthday to my Dearest 2013

21st April 2013
This is the 2nd year birthday celebration with him...
Have been thinking long time how shall I could make him happy.
He'll happy as long as I be aside along with, though.
Great wishes for him;
Be staying healthy, Happy, Safety all the time...
Let him be a strong, tough, optimistic guy always...
Have a great blast that his dream is around the corner,
Wish he can go through all the difficulties for having his own business.
Wish good luck(s) fall on him always...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR^^
Love u Much !! <3

Saturday, April 27, 2013

沒有水的日子

為什麼今年不辛的事情總是發生在我們紀家?一直很多次好幾天的沒水來,這樣的日子還要過多久呢?爸媽的心情為了大姐的事已經都很低落了,家里沒有水,他們更無法認真過日子了,雖然媽媽說完全放下她了,但我們都清楚知道她只是在裝沒事,我知道有很多晚她都沒睡好的。。。
求求天,爸媽都已經一把年紀了,不要再讓他們受苦了好嗎?請至少家裡別再制水了好嗎?至少讓他們日常作息能夠過回正常吧!

Saturday, April 06, 2013

Saturday Tonite

Kinda of emo tonite...
Suddenly feel wanna get out of this city,
Time to consider again to stay or leave..
Have to worry the same pblm again.
How good feeling if rite now be in front of blue sea,
Listening the sound of the waves,
Feeling the sea breeze while thinking...
Like I always used to be...
Hate her & Hate him
Why are they so damn selfish
How cruel she could hurt her families without feeling guilty
Wat is she thinking now
Has she ever thought about how suffer we are, especially the most love her one
I can bet NEVER, she never think bout it.
Is time to bed now...
It's not worth I'm wasting my time blogging here about them....
Get a nice sleep, wish I'll dream on lying down on a blue sea & white beach...
good nite!!


Friday, April 05, 2013

Friday 05th April 2013

Finally Friday today,
Feeling this week time passes so slow,
Start from tonite gonna enjoy late sleep for weekends.
Sweet dream on weekends Key!!!

Saturday, March 30, 2013

24.03.2013 重返老家

再次踏进这个家的门口,突然有种莫名的激动。
从路程上就一直回想着小时候的记忆。
虽然它很陈旧,可是这个老家却装满了很多与家人的快乐回忆。
回不去那个时光和情景了。。。
只有怀念她和它。。。
后院的绿色盆栽永远都是我的最爱!

那里晒晒的太阳还是像以前那样没变;
可是。。有人却变了。。。











Friday, March 15, 2013

Enjoy the little things in life...
For one day you'll look back and realize they were the big things.


Thursday, March 14, 2013

14.03.2013

如果当年的我坚持不要再回到城市生活
我们,会开花结果吗?
或许,大家在过着各自的生活吧!
感恩:
把我们又拉在一起了......





Tuesday, February 26, 2013

My own way

以为很自信的选择,走着走着,却模糊了方向。


Thursday, February 21, 2013

要让你知道

我们知道现在的你很为难,左边是家人,右边是爱人。你必须作出一个很重要的决定,而你最终的决定一定会伤害其中一方。可是,我们想要你知道妈咪和爸爸是多么的心痛。昨晚,妈咪一直哭着的讲,一时间我不知道如何安慰她,就只有一起哭了。。。
今天早上,她说整个晚上都睡不到,吃早餐也是一直抖。。。晚餐你也看到她没有胃口吃吧!刚刚,她也是睡不到,一直走上走下,一直到你进房睡了,她又跑出来,作呕,再一次崩溃!我无能为力。。。。。。
如果你早上起来看到我写的东西,我希望你明白,对妈咪说话时语气不要那么凶好吗?不要对妈咪那么的冷淡,跟她说说话吧,说什么都好,让她知道你想什么,你的近况在做什么,这样她可能会没有那么紧张,让她放松点。。。要不然她需要看精神科了。其实妈咪和爸爸并没有讨厌或生气你,只是接受不到你的另一半。他们害怕你以后会承受压力还有多人的眼光。你和他的风俗习惯和文化是很不一样的,他们害怕你以后的路很难走,加上如果你嫁给他那就不是你们两个人的故事了。。。是两家人。。。到时候的你一定比现在更难受。你用了很大的勇气跟妈咪讲这件事,但是妈咪没有勇气接受这件事,也在辛苦的挣扎,她很痛苦,很心疼,很担心她养育26年的孩子,他们希望你是辛福的,要确保你的未来,所以她现在是多么的紧张。希望你可以体谅,明白。

                                                              自
                                                                   你妹。
                                                                   盈,娴

Tuesday, February 19, 2013

马来人。华人

马来人与华人在一起总是给人的第一印象就是,
“那个马来人有多好呢?他只是在贪你的钱吗?”
“他会骗你吗?他会对你专一吗?”
“为什么偏偏是马来人呢?”
真的考虑清楚了吗?
如果我们是想太多的话,
想的长远一些,担心多一点,
至少还没踏进回教之前,还可以回头。
撇开宗教性与种族之间的课题,
单纯的相信他,他也会单纯的专一吗?
未来的他,谁能保证会是个有责任感的人吗?
要做到这样的决定,请想想家人,想想我们好吗
可怜的爸妈,我感受到了你们的不开心
请不要让俩个老人家担心我们了。。。



Thursday, February 14, 2013

LOVE of the Lifetime

2013 Say Happy Valentine's day !!!

Without the evening rain,
Our true love stories never will be started.
True love comes quietly, without banners or flashing lights.
We felt in our love and fall forever... <3


永遠に,どのくらいの距離ですか?
两个人十指紧扣是一种比诺言更坚定の承诺

Saturday, February 09, 2013

蛇年 2013,新年快乐,恭喜发财

长年最期待的每一年的除夕夜,
大家终于能够一家人整整齐齐的一起吃饭,
但今年列外,少了二姐和我们一起吃饭。
不过有时候如果意外真的要发生的话,
就算是在家发生意外也是无可避免的。
可怜未来二姐夫需要在医院过年,
希望他早日康复,早日出院。

愿望一直都会是;
要祝愿身边的每一个人身体健康,快快乐乐。


要珍惜眼前所拥有的一切       
惜福

Saturday, February 02, 2013

Simple meal

Seemed has been a long time i have not cook for family
Today, just feeling in a mood wanna cook for them
Getting fed up and bored for outside food
Thinking should get rid of unhealthy meal for everyday
Wish... I can make it and keep the word.
Miss....mami's cooking so much and so much
It's make us tressure every moment when eating her meal.
Say Thanks to her!!!
Wish...my cooking will be same exactly as her in future
Hope...I could have more time to make for them (trying to work less OT everyday)
eventhough it just a very simple meal I could be able make it right now.


Thursday, January 31, 2013

Always believe that something wonderful is about to happen.
I hope you always found a reason to smile and laugh.



Thursday, January 24, 2013

Everyone wants happiness,
No one wants pain,
But you can't have the rainbow without a little rain......



Friday, January 18, 2013

低头族

现在的人,有10个好像有8个都成了低头族;
无论在任何时候,任何地方;在做什么;
他们都头低低的按扫着他们的电话。。。
好像当了电话才是他们的伴,
常常忽略了身边的人都不知道。
虽然科技的发达很方便我们,
可是可能就是太方便了吧,
现在这个社会,
还会有多少个人会用打电话或传简讯呢?!
我猜。。。应该没多少个了吧。。。
也许大家都认为只要电话在身边,
无时无刻的把最近的照片放上网,
让大家都看到了,给他们按个赞,
难道他们就是常在追求着会得到多少个‘赞’ 吗?!
我发现,因为科技的越来越发达;
让地球的人们渐渐忘了自我,奢华的追求越来越多,
好像渐渐的也忘了我们以前最基本,最简单的生活方式。。。
也一样过的很快乐。。。
现在。。。。。。。。
为什么只想要像以前那样简简单单的方式反而更难呢 ??
科技发达了;世界变了。。。
简简单单的不再会有了吗?









Saturday, January 12, 2013

Drenched

When I look into your eyes
I can hear you cry for a little bit more of you and I
I'm drenched in your love
and can't hold it back
When the world is winding down
Thougts of you linger around.


Friday, January 11, 2013

In the darkness with hope

The sparks of divinity and love can reach into the darkness and transform it...
However, there may be sometimes when we need to shine our heart extra brightly;
because others maybe struggling to keep their spark alive...
Let our light bring hope to a situation that feels dark and hopeless...




Best Friend Forever

True friendship isn't about being inseparable,
Its being separated & nothing changes....
Even have been long time never meet up ;
When there is someone in difficulties ;
They will never ever ask for return when helping each other..





Friday, January 04, 2013

4th Jan 2013

Today is the first day working in 2013,
Feeling complicated while going to work;
Wondering how is the new boss; Hosomi-san,
Was thinking must be extremely messy on my desk,
It's true, my desk was messy made by Chris san,
There are so many urgent backlogs left to me, on my desk...
No surprise at all; can guess it that will be..
Time in every minutes and every seconds passes very fast in today..
I started confusing,
which task should I complete first;
some issues happened whom should I consult;
Kinda panic in my mind and soul,
Gotta switch off the holiday mode, working mode ON;
I miss the moment when i was in the long vacation~~~
Slapping myself; it's time to wake up and get back to reality world...

Tuesday, January 01, 2013

~Beautiful~

男生女生都一樣,不一定要愛一個漂亮的人,
但是一定要愛一個會使你的生活变漂亮的人 ♥