Saturday, November 26, 2011

Practicing........

26/11/2011
movie Twilight at 1640...before the movie, after having lunch, shoped at supermarket, thanks for him taught me a lot about food and drinks....from his telling about food's topic, i can strongly feel the soul...that's his world~
been told he will go for S'pore 1 month for working, so called ''helping frend for opening''...suddenly can strongly feel that that is jux a temporarily ''1 month''?!, who knows it might be continue till the end~
it's good for us actually, saying jux leave for 1 month, its a quite a best way for us to practice saying a long GoodBye~
Since very early have already prepared myself there must be one day in the future or presently he will be working in overseas, this time, as a chance for giving self that practice when saying "GoodBye" to him, my tears wont appears in front of him cox only for "1 month"......so that when nex time we saying Goodbye again, tears will be more stronger and tougher....
Feel so proud of him, and kinda envy of him as well...he has dreams..he has his goal..he has vision, and gate...he knows wat and where and how for heading to achieve it....but i.....seem so different with him....