3 more weeks

from counting the months till counting the weeks,
im waiting & looking forward to counting the days left,
leaving there forever..
no need to show off the reluctant face,
hopefully will get a much more better job in my life.

少女的祈祷

祈求天地放过一双恋人
怕发生的永远别发生
从来未顺利遇上好景降临
如何能重拾信心
祈求天父做十分钟好人
赐我他的吻
如怜悯罪人
我爱主
同时亦爱一位世人
祈求沿途未变心
请给我护荫

TRUST

8th March 2012
Again...i saw something that i hate to see that..
i hate her..i dislike her actually....
im not happy and not comfartable when i saw her face..
i knew it, i knew that she been at his workplace..why??
having a lot of complicated feeling..how am i should describe it...
i hate myself when i log in to my blog...
cox i know that if when i post the blog that is regarding to her, then which means that the sme feeling that i hate coming back again...
i really dislike her appears...i really scared of her...
i wish..i hope..i pray...PLEASE PLEASE..don appear don appear..
i know i should be confidence to myself..should be trustful..
keep telling myself be tough, be confidence, be trustful..
but i lying to myself..actually i cant do that...
i really scared....
Please GOD that heard my voices and my praying....
PLEASE PLEASE.....
=GOD Bless=

New Hair Style

4th March 2012












~Say goodbye to my damn long hair~
~Say Hi to new hair style~

Smart Fighter

27 Feb 2012
Be a smart fighter;
Dont be a smart follower..
Listen to the soul;
Follow the heart feeling;
Have the own mind thinking...

No matter where you are right;
No matter what are you doing now;
No matter what's your opinion now;
Just follow it...

Fight for yourself;
Be a smart Fighter,
Dont be a smart follower.....                                      (said by Hanns to Key)

Dilemma

1st March 2012
Dr.June, Mrs.Soo, Mr.Raymond.....
trying to get me back for not leaving..are they hyprocritic? i dont know...
will they break the promise? i dont know...
offer me transfer to administratin, HR assistance, Receptionist...
are they wanna to save cost in stead of employ a new staff, better transfer me to be there?
i dont know...offering the job which is im looking for, but workplace still HSC...
How should i make this decision? accept it? just leave? wat should do?
thinking thinking thinking thnking...still thinking...BLANK.....BLOCK.....
~DILEMMA~
human always there are dilemma cases in the life,  that most important decisions are not to be made with the mind; they are to be made with the heart. So when there is an important decision to make, check in with how the feel, not how the thinking.   
* but, i Have listened to the mind thinking and heart feeling...still in the dilemma........

Decided

17 Feb 2012
Typing typing and typing...
finally, typing resignation letter..
Feeling bad that going to leave Kwan's team soon..
but no more choice, really cant accept and see his face anymore..
that is the best way to never meet him anymore...
hyprocritic, money greedy, sellfish person...
really hate him so much and so much...